Do You Unconsciously Reject Healing?

I have been to see many healing practitioners and I have engaged several coaching services in my life.

I am super grateful for every mentor, coach, reader and healer I have been to. I have definitely grown infinitely more than I would have if I hadn't engaged their services, as they taught me so much, showed me ideas and my blind spots - I never would have been able to grow from those blind spots by myself.

A lightbulb moment for me however, was how much of the healing I actually kept. Once the session is done, does it stay with you permanently, no questions asked?

I then had a dream that same night. I was walking around town carrying a bucket filled to the brim with golden light water, but every time I looked at the bucket there was less than there was before until there was none left. Where was the golden light water going? Why on earth was I carrying a bucket with a hole around?!! That's the beauty of dreams, the symbolism can be weird yet strangely perfect.

Is your bucket of abundance full?

I googled the dream meaning for bucket and muscle tested which one resonated the most. I found AuntyFlo.com was the one I felt aligned to. The bucket symbolised wealth and abundance - especially if I was carrying it and it was full. But my bucket was leaking which meant I was losing that wealth and abundance, due to a hidden leak.

I thought about it some more, and later muscle tested whether or not I receive, accept and keep my healings. To my surprise, I did not. I either rejected it subconsciously or another thing in my life meant I slowly lost it. The light and pure energy would come to me, but then it would bounce off me to somewhere else.

I then realised the message was that I needed to work on why I do that. What was in my energy and subconscious mind that meant I didn't feel safe with accepting or keeping these healings? Why did I let it drain away or was something taking it from me?

These are things I work on with all of my clients FIRST as there is nothing worse than spending money and time to invest on yourself only for it to leak out of a hole in your abundance bucket and things go back to what they were. I work for your shift to be a permanent foundation for transformation in your life, not just a temporary gimmick until the next time. I don't know how some people can let their clients carry on, only having put a band aid on the problem. Sure, for some people it happens, but not laying the right foundation is not serving anyone.

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